Fear

I was out at the paddock with our family horse Romo and my daughter. I instantly noticed the Romo was unsettled. There was a dog barking across the road and up in the bush on a hill. I began to tune into the feeling in my body and could see the felt sense that Romo was feeling as well. You could feel the fear coming from the dog I, knew it was a hunting dog as people seem to do that in that area. There was also more information coming into my awareness of the situation. Which was a hunting dog had bailed up a kangaroo, as it was in one of the kangaroos daily paths. I felt I would walk up the hill next to Romos paddock and investigated the energy and Romo joined in along with my daughter. All of us moving as one. It was interesting feeling how this energy was felt over distance and couldn’t be seen. After we got to the hill where there was a better view of the noise, yet we couldn't see anything of a dog or kangaroo. Then Romo trotted off and went back to eating his feed looking up at us. We stayed there until the fear energy left.

This fear when felt can high jack your nervous system and take you on a rough ride. I have noticed that  horses also have the needs for a solid leader which can hold a space and not be pulled into this fear energy and look after the needs of the herd.

So then I consider in people, this felt sense within the body and how it can be used to create clear and well informed outcomes based on what is felt and experienced as a whole unit of knowing energy information. Having solid boundaries enables one to observe the fear and not be taken over by it, so it moves past you.

Life lived in this space which comes from within the body and is part of the connection to being at this deeper level of oneness is felt. So a life that can be lived in the space and in harmony at deep level of being cannot be pulled into unconsciousness and fear. The stillness within this, is part of our natural state of being, which life experiences have blocked and created separation from what is our own essence and who we are.

Fear can be a guide back to your true home when seen as that and what it is holding for you to move through and grow.

Clarity

When one can see beyond habitual behaviours, the responses from the environment become very clear.

We are all aware of the sensitivity and intelligence of horses and also the application of this in a therapeutic sense.

When there is the experience of stillness within and an anchoring deep within one’s own being, there is no external push, pull energy or need from the environment. There is beauty and peace within this experience beyond the mind. This is what all the bites and kicks from our enlightened equine friends have been attempting to show us. They are so precise and clear in the energy which they feel from you and mostly, humans are operating unconsciously and unaware of what feelings there body is holding, just believing the storeys the mind is telling. When there is the experience of being from within the body and having a still mind, a deeper level of communion or intimacy can be experienced. A horse chooses to be with you, and share life. The horses and animals are capable of unconditional love, this is something new for humanity and desperately needed to be developed this space within oneself  at the present evolutionary phase of the planet.

Feed Time Healing

After a demanding week at work and holding my boundaries with negative issues at work, I found myself having a lot of tears over seeing my mother who’s in her transition process. It sort of hit me. After work, I went to feed the horses. As I usually enjoy time with them and sit on a feed bucket for awhile and keep look out for them while they eat and enjoy being with them.

I found myself starting to chant to clear the energy around myself and come into alignment with healing forces which I am connected with. My horse accustomed to this kept eating calmly. The horse next to him, stopped looked up and stood staring at me  his ears forward. I explained to him it was me making the noise; he seemed to be enthralled as to what was going on. I know horse can see energy work when it’s being done from past experiences and feel the energy present.

I went back to being in the state which the chanting was taking me into, and was OK with my intrigued onlooker.

For me the chanting was aboriginal and seemed to be creating an opening in between dimensions. I saw in the paddock behind the 3^rd dimensional form and space of another dimension of form opening to allow energy through.

This experience was so peaceful and still and brought me back into what I’ve known as a normal state of being felt in myself. It was a very clear and obvious shift in my state of being and perceptions.

Creating an opening for another level of being to flow into this one, to create change. The Sacred space which can open in life.Beautiful.

Return the Kindness

I reacted to some information that I saw online about horses being slaughtered. And had wished it upon those who did it to them As soon as I posted, I felt life looks after life and it’s the law, what you sew so shall you reap. The hell these people must live in is what they have created for themselves. Commonly known as Karma.

More than this is the focusing on this. This tells the universe you want more of it, so you add to this suffering. It hasn’t been my practice to be around or involved with people who are focusing on this. My reaction I felt was more, Im not use to this type of input or reality. I don’t want to add any energy to this.

I saw in the mediation this morning the brumbies beautifully floating home, very blissful and at peace. I was telling a friend about this who rescues birds and we had a great discussion about how it doesn’t serve you to focus on the negativity seeing a lot of crap being done to birds regularly is disempowering if you focus on that .Better to focus  on what gifts the animals have brought to your life. I had my friend in tears when I told her what I saw of the brumbies. Then she said her life had been changed by the birds and they saved her from the advertising corporate world. They showed up and needed her to protect them, and really they were saving her as well.

She mentioned friends saying how limited you are, with having to care for them 24/7.She said No I love seeing them, I love coming home to them and I wouldn’t want it any other way. My friend’s mannerisms and movements resemble the parrots and birds she cares for, so she is a quite a bird person and a lot richer in her spirit for it. Wealthier from the bird life then she could ever have been from the corporate world.

After hearing my friends story I had tears also as I became aware of how the horses have saved me and I said” I wouldn’t be here today if it wasn’t for them .So there is this enormous feelings of gratitude and thanks for all the gifts of the equine and how much they supported and guided me through a process. Which enabled me to do and experience what i call life?

I had this experience of feeling all of the healing and growth I have been through in my own process which had been facilitated by a horse. I saw how my desire to create an equine sanctuary is more of a giving back to them. I also what this space to be more a birthing of new relationships and ways of experiencing reality and I know the brumbies have this in them. They showed me when I worked with one. The evolving new paradigm requires new experiences and ways of relating to this planet. Coming from oneness with life and consciousness evolving into itself.

See in all this, what I find funny is. When you consider that the consciousness that supports your life , breathes you, makes cells, looks after your body chemistry etc, well all this is being done and we think we have some control in life...When you also consider that consciousness chooses what is created. So when in our minds something has been abused, it’s been free from form to return back to the source of life. So why is that negative, sounds beautiful to me. Death is a big part of life and our society has such an issue with it. It’s just funny to me that the mind can be so deluded when it convinces us that we have control over what goes on. We can be co creators when aligned with consciousness and our creations benefit the whole. Yet its tendency wants to fight with reality and if the mind was quiet and still, all would be ok. No resistance to whatever unfolded in life as life is.

Wisdom from Moreton Bay Fig Trees of Sydney.

Well from our perspective we have viewed a lot of the insanity of the human species. Notably how they all rush buy us not seeing us at all, our being or beauty. We do draw a lot of people to us, like most spiritual places experiences in this world ,they totally miss it all together, which is amusing and sad for them.

It is just astounding how you all see each other as dinner, or to get something from, like each person is a fruit tree to be harvested by each other, all the while pretending to be loving and caring ,while they are stripping you bare. And its  all expected which is the even more insane thing.

I feel the unity we have as trees is far more advanced then, the human species, which seems incapable of unifying on anything except destroying each other. What a sad lot you are. I am aware that there are some of you out there who do have an affinity with nature and life and are working to do what you can to awaken the other lot up to what life is .Not shopping, credit cards, stuff, who can be best at this etc. Its sharing your being and essence with another and contributing to life not destroying it .How can that which I know as myself support, add value and enrich another’s life.

It is also hard for those of you who do have sensitivities to life and find the world order of how it has been very painful to be around and function in.

Coming back to nature and creating the environment which supports your values and feelings is the wisest choice and to say No to the powers that be at present and keep creating new realms of life and what you know and dream is possible. Your feelings are your guide and will show you when you are headed on the right path for all life. We all support life and each other; it’s our nature to evolve and go through the cycles of life without resistance. Would it be funny seeing a small tree refuse to grow and evolve, stay stuck in the first year of growth. Or a flower refuses to open its petals and beauty to life. Just isn’t possible in the world without mind. So maybe let yourself be taken deep into nature to learn some of your own truths and experience the stillness and joy we have to share.

You can bring something to put your noisy mind into or leave it at home. I will leave you to figure out how to experience life without the minds racket and labelling and interference. And contemplate what it could be if you lived life without the voice in your head.....

New Experinces

New Experiences.

Though my own healing process and evolving my consciousness, there have been a lot of what I name new experiences show up. I need to explain why they are new. As we all have been experiencing life through the programs in our subconscious mind, downloaded in the first 6 years of life. These are what you know as familiar as we keep experiencing the same things and patterns in relationships, wealth or not, work and experiences. For me new experiences are ones never had before, moving into new levels of life and what is possible beyond our limited conditioning. To the mind this can seem scary as its unknown. And I’ve seen this in my work with clients, when guided into a new part of themselves and there response is a little fear, then sitting with it and allowing it to open up to them and experience this new space of their own being in there body and this ripples through into their daily life experiences and life begins to flow and life lines up for them and becomes synchronistic and effortless.

A new experience I had was while sitting on a feed bucket. I was being the lookout for a horse I am looking after while he was eating his feed. When he came over to meet me to be fed he was very wound up and in flight mode due to the horses in the next paddock reacting to something. I felt calm and peaceful and sunk deeper into that and allowed my field to merge and affect his field. In a couple of minutes he was calm and peaceful, snorting relief. I found myself telling him we can change this fear response its really not necessary anymore. I noticed the other horses watching what was going on energetically and they stopped reacting and all went back to being relaxed and eating .It was such a lovely experience, and felt like the herd leader or carer of the herd. I enjoyed sitting in that peace and stillness while the horse, named Romeo ate. When I was ready to leave a said goodbye and walked down the slope of the driveway and Romeo came with me and followed .It was so sweet. I felt very happy he was saying Ill follow you, and I did nothing for this. Then I gave him a pat on the head over the fence and he tried to bite me..So that his limit, it was rather funny. Stopping any of my ego attaching to this experience was what i took it as. There was the experience of limitlessness and oneness when bringing the space into being of peace and stillness for the horses.

I had a connection with a horse, which taught me so much around my evolving healer ship. He could wake me from sleep if he was stressing over something. A lot of my learning into my healer ship was with horses and animals and nature, that was my class room, life. This horse once showed me a picture of what I took to be horse heaven. It was a lovely valley sheltered on both sides by mountains, and lush green grass and no fences. Maybe the limits horses have with fences from humans are merely mirrors of our own prison of limits on our selves. The wisdom they offer us is amazing.