Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Return the Kindness

I reacted to some information that I saw online about horses being slaughtered. And had wished it upon those who did it to them As soon as I posted, I felt life looks after life and it’s the law, what you sew so shall you reap. The hell these people must live in is what they have created for themselves. Commonly known as Karma.
More than this is the focusing on this. This tells the universe you want more of it, so you add to this suffering. It hasn’t been my practice to be around or involved with people who are focusing on this. My reaction I felt was more, Im not use to this type of input or reality. I don’t want to add any energy to this.
I saw in the mediation this morning the brumbies beautifully floating home, very blissful and at peace. I was telling a friend about this who rescues birds and we had a great discussion about how it doesn’t serve you to focus on the negativity seeing a lot of crap being done to birds regularly is disempowering if you focus on that .Better to focus  on what gifts the animals have brought to your life. I had my friend in tears when I told her what I saw of the brumbies. Then she said her life had been changed by the birds and they saved her from the advertising corporate world. They showed up and needed her to protect them, and really they were saving her as well.
She mentioned friends saying how limited you are, with having to care for them 24/7.She said No I love seeing them, I love coming home to them and I wouldn’t want it any other way. My friend’s mannerisms and movements resemble the parrots and birds she cares for, so she is a quite a bird person and a lot richer in her spirit for it. Wealthier from the bird life then she could ever have been from the corporate world.
After hearing my friends story I had tears also as I became aware of how the horses have saved me and I said” I wouldn’t be here today if it wasn’t for them .So there is this enormous feelings of gratitude and thanks for all the gifts of the equine and how much they supported and guided me through a process. Which enabled me to do and experience what i call life?
I had this experience of feeling all of the healing and growth I have been through in my own process which had been facilitated by a horse. I saw how my desire to create an equine sanctuary is more of a giving back to them. I also what this space to be more a birthing of new relationships and ways of experiencing reality and I know the brumbies have this in them. They showed me when I worked with one. The evolving new paradigm requires new experiences and ways of relating to this planet. Coming from oneness with life and consciousness evolving into itself.
See in all this, what I find funny is. When you consider that the consciousness that supports your life , breathes you, makes cells, looks after your body chemistry etc, well all this is being done and we think we have some control in life...When you also consider that consciousness chooses what is created. So when in our minds something has been abused, it’s been free from form to return back to the source of life. So why is that negative, sounds beautiful to me. Death is a big part of life and our society has such an issue with it. It’s just funny to me that the mind can be so deluded when it convinces us that we have control over what goes on. We can be co creators when aligned with consciousness and our creations benefit the whole. Yet its tendency wants to fight with reality and if the mind was quiet and still, all would be ok. No resistance to whatever unfolded in life as life is.

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