Wednesday, November 24, 2010

New Experinces

New Experiences.
Though my own healing process and evolving my consciousness, there have been a lot of what I name new experiences show up. I need to explain why they are new. As we all have been experiencing life through the programs in our subconscious mind, downloaded in the first 6 years of life. These are what you know as familiar as we keep experiencing the same things and patterns in relationships, wealth or not, work and experiences. For me new experiences are ones never had before, moving into new levels of life and what is possible beyond our limited conditioning. To the mind this can seem scary as its unknown. And I’ve seen this in my work with clients, when guided into a new part of themselves and there response is a little fear, then sitting with it and allowing it to open up to them and experience this new space of their own being in there body and this ripples through into their daily life experiences and life begins to flow and life lines up for them and becomes synchronistic and effortless.
A new experience I had was while sitting on a feed bucket. I was being the lookout for a horse I am looking after while he was eating his feed. When he came over to meet me to be fed he was very wound up and in flight mode due to the horses in the next paddock reacting to something. I felt calm and peaceful and sunk deeper into that and allowed my field to merge and affect his field. In a couple of minutes he was calm and peaceful, snorting relief. I found myself telling him we can change this fear response its really not necessary anymore. I noticed the other horses watching what was going on energetically and they stopped reacting and all went back to being relaxed and eating .It was such a lovely experience, and felt like the herd leader or carer of the herd. I enjoyed sitting in that peace and stillness while the horse, named Romeo ate. When I was ready to leave a said goodbye and walked down the slope of the driveway and Romeo came with me and followed .It was so sweet. I felt very happy he was saying Ill follow you, and I did nothing for this. Then I gave him a pat on the head over the fence and he tried to bite me..So that his limit, it was rather funny. Stopping any of my ego attaching to this experience was what i took it as. There was the experience of limitlessness and oneness when bringing the space into being of peace and stillness for the horses.
I had a connection with a horse, which taught me so much around my evolving healer ship. He could wake me from sleep if he was stressing over something. A lot of my learning into my healer ship was with horses and animals and nature, that was my class room, life. This horse once showed me a picture of what I took to be horse heaven. It was a lovely valley sheltered on both sides by mountains, and lush green grass and no fences. Maybe the limits horses have with fences from humans are merely mirrors of our own prison of limits on our selves. The wisdom they offer us is amazing.

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